Sunday, June 5, 2011

Pills are overflowing

I need a new container for all of my pills that has 4 slots for each day for a week. Anyone have suggestions? With all my new pills I can't shut my morning and evening slots. The bottom picture is how many are usually crammed into a slot.









Saturday, June 4, 2011

Angela Quinn Hausman..

A very nice video made by her sister. Angela passed away from Lyme disease. We don't want pitty, we want education and proper treatment. No one should have to die from lyme disease

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Up and Down, Up and Down, Up, and Down

What a weird week, it's been exhausting!! Tuesday I felt great so decided to bring my daycare kids on a field trip to the hardware store/garden center and to the park after we dropped my daughter off at preschool. It's always fun to go on little field trips and the kids love it. We were go,go,go that morning. Got our supplies at the hardware store and the kids helped pick some things out then went to play at the playground at the park. We all had a blast and before we knew it, it was time to pick my daughter up from school. Then headed home for lunch and nap! I didn't even feel that tired, which is amazing after all that! It was a good day!

Wednesday was another whole story. I woke up totally drenched from night sweats, had to peel my clothes off. Which unfortunately is happening every night now and started about a month or so again. Not a good sign at all. I also woke up with bad air hunger, then heart was racing, then lungs hurt, then numb and tingly all over, dizzy and felt like I was standing sideways. Very scary when you can't get air no matter how hard you try. This particular episode was a bad one and was similar to one I had back before I started treatment. I didn't want to risk passing out since I run my own daycare at my house so asked a friend to come over until my mom could get out of work and come rescue me( I HATE having to ask people to do this) and take over the daycare for me. I am lucky to have a mom live so close and willing to do this for me. I don't know what I would do with out her and very lucky that I have a friend that's willing to come over ASAP knowing I need her. Once I was able to prep enough for the day so my mom wouldn't have to do so much I went back to bed. Couldn't sleep very well but was able to rest. Then headed to an appointment to the chiropractor and acupuncturist. On the way I stopped by to pick up a butt load of drugs from my lyme doc's clinic. Bad, bad idea. The driving really pushed me over the edge, I was so dizzy, weak and nauseous. I just wanted to get to my appointment knowing it would help me. The adjustment was nice but also released a lot of toxins my body was holding onto so I was pretty dizzy afterwards. Acupuncture was key to getting air back in my lungs. Thank you lord, I could breathe normally again! I was still very tired but felt so much better after my appointment. Then headed to my parents house to meet my mom and daughter so I wouldn't have to drive so far and get a break between. Turned out to be a decent night.

Today started pretty good. Besides feeling really tired I woke up feeling good and wasn't totally drenched from night sweats like the night before. Was able to load and unload all the daycare kids to bring my daughter to and from school just fine and we decided to take another field trip to the garden center again! The kids were requesting the playground again but today we didn't have the time for it which was probably good. The kiddos picked out more plants and we had a fun day! At nap I was able to plant up 3 bigger pots and work on putting up a small fence around our huge garden to keep our pet piggie from eating all of our flowers and plants like he keeps doing. Then after the kids left my daughter and I had to head back to the garden center to pick up more stuff and came home to work on it some more. Got it all done, was harder work than I thought it was going to be, my hands and back are not happy with me. Then swept and cleaned up the patio with the push broom(bad idea). That was the last straw and once I did that,there was no going back. My body turned on me. SO tired, air hunger started back up again, dizzy, in pain all over my entire body, and just really drained. Our course before all of this I promised my daughter she could try her new gluten free ice cream cone but didn't realize sherbet has dairy it in and she was not about to let that go. So, once again we had to go back to the store. Ugh, did not want to but hubby wasn't going to be home soon enough to take her. That trip was a tough one and tried to get out of there as fast as I could. Now as I write this my body hurts, my arms are burning from typing this, my air hunger is getting worse and I am uber drained. Trying to get motivated enough to go take an epsom salt bath to pull out the toxins. Lesson learned for the day, over did it for sure!! I hope tomorrow goes smoothly and I can figure out why my babesia is back full force. I see my doc next week so I am sure I will have more answers and will be changing up my drugs again.

Amy Tan, Ticked Off About Lyme

I thought this was a good article and thought I would share. Click HERE to read it!

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Changes





Treatment has made many changes in my body. Some I expected, some I didn't. At first I lost weight because I was so sick from starting up treatment and having such overwhelming die off. The last thing I wanted to do was eat. Then I started to gain because the only way I didn't feel sick was to keep my stomach full. Now I just over eat ;-) Although If I don't eat every 2 hours or so I do get dizzy and feel weak and nasty. So food it is! As of lately my hair has become really curly. It's so strange!! It started getting curly from treatment a while ago but recently it's REALLY curly. My hair hardly had wave to it before. What a strange thing to happen from Lyme treatment! I will take this over my hair falling out though like it did in the beginning! The lyme spirochetes are a cork screw shape, apparently my hair felt left out and wanted to be in the same shape as what is taking over my body!!


Monday, May 16, 2011

On the Mend!


This weekend was rough, I felt like crap and I was in the ER all morning yesterday with my 4 yr old daughter. She woke up in a ton of pain and couldn't move her neck. Now both her and I are starting to feel better and grateful for it. She is on muscle relaxers and has a neck brace(my little old lady) and I can tell my Candida is starting to clear up after doing some aggressive treatment over the past couple days. Now let's hope we can keep feeling better and get back to our silly selves like in the picture!!