Paying the price

I usually can make it about 2 weeks on my strict diet and then break down and eat something I am not supposed to. This month was the best sticking to it and feeling better about food. I caved and ate "normal food" on my 7 yr wedding anniversary and then again yesterday. The anniversary didnt effect me too much, yesterday did. I feel horrible right now. Bad brain fog, sooooo hungry, dizzy and light headed, feel like poo. Its my own fault, but it still sucks. I just want to feel normal from time to time and eat normal food. But its not worth feeling so nasty. Seriously, who's legs forget how to go up a flight of stairs! I kept tripping because my legs wouldnt listen to my brain signals. Foggy!!!!! Annoying!