This is a beautiful song. I can totally relate to some of what she is singing. Here is what she wrote about it-
I wrote it in my most desperate moment looking for relief from the pain. I didn't want to die but I didn't want to go on living like this. I held onto hope that God was listening, and that he somehow was going to make tomorrow better. So, I knew I had to keep myself breathing to stay alive, and the only way I could do that is keep myself singing. So I wrote a song.